Life in a day

Yawning and eyes almost shut but I can’t go to bed before trapping these exquisite memories and writing them down as fresh as they are, from the first smile upon your face as u looked at me to the last look in your eyes, it’ll always be inside of me.
 

A day with the person I wish I could be with my whole life, a day with just the two of us. It’s crazy how everything turns out to be fun when you’re around. From morning 8 till midnight, at home and then hitting the mall, doing crazy things that weren’t planned were all the part of my perfect day. The delicious food and the precious gifts, the discussion and arguments about important stuff, the worried mood that was washed away with the excitement, the drawing and playing, the searching and the buying, the movie and the cooking, the Frappuccino and the ‘Friends Forever’ doughnuts, the laughing and the smiling! Ahh all you need in a life, all I had in a day.. You just gave me a Life in a day!

It’s your fascinating self that wants me to be there for you every time of the day. Best friends do anything and everything for each other, and I’ve known that…well since forever maybe because I’ve heard it or even felt it at times but never felt it as bad and as insistently as today. The little smiles that brighten up my world and the little surprises that make it a fantasy, all of today, each part of it was like living a dream.

You are my best friend not because I can talk to u about everything but simply because I can literally talk to u about anything! I never really have second thoughts before telling you my secrets, and the things I’ve rather be keeping to myself. Whether the family stuff or some guy problem whether the fights with friends or the bad days where you do nothing but whine about all the random not-so-good stuff in your life, I know I have one person right behind to listen to all the crap I wana say. You are indeed the only person who’ve had the worst of me and is still so close, you know when I need you bad even when I yell out loud that I don’t, you know and you’re always there when I scream and beg to be alone coz deep inside I’m begging you to stay. You are the one who can actually see the tears behind my smile and it’s not just a cliché you can actually figure out if there’s something bothering me... and yea one thing about me that I hate myself is my egotistical nature, something I really wish wasn’t there and one thing that always forces me into messing up stuff..one thing that possibly potentially can ruin my whole life but yes another bad thing you know and you can deal with  :)

It’s amazing the fact that you were so sure I would love what you did. What more can I ask for than a hand I can always reach when I’m falling, a smile I can always look at when I’m down, a shout I can always hear when I’m wrong, a friend I can always call after screwing up everything. Someone I call the worst things and hurt as much as I can, someone I yell at so bad that if that someone did the same I wouldn’t forget in a million years, someone I expect to hug me even if I smell worse than frying onions or rotten eggs or I vomit after eating strawberries or the smell of all these combined (seriously, eeeewww) and not just a hug, a one long enough to soothe me down.

Well you might not be that amazing, Im well aware of all your bad stuff too. A lot of people have seen you pretty and casual but ive seen the most ugly version of you. Ive heard you cry for as long as it takes for a man to die listening :P and ive seen you cry for things as little as a __ well never mind :P apart from this, something’s I never knew about you and after this summer I do are those which actually makes me happy :P hehe coz the fact that you’re too nice always did bothered me a little :P but I know now you care about yourself a lot though you’re not selfish and you expect people to know about what you did invisibly.. lol a lot more about you that all isn’t good neither bad, but all that what makes me happy, I’m glad to know you.

My addiction- My crazy Friends !

When it comes to friends, I’m always filled up with stories to tell. But yeah there’s no way I can get my thoughts written down in words!
Friendship is said to be the most important relation of a person's life, well it has many more definitions and is often discussed about, but friendship is unlike any of the things I’ve ever heard. It’s not just about love, or about trust, neither just about helping; not only supporting or caring is friendship but much more. For me friendship is more like a habit, like a need, something u can’t live without, for me friendship is a must.
Missing my friends at all times of the day is obvious but really wanting to talk to them and for no special reason makes me wonder sometimes how can someone be so much important. Why am I wanting to know about them after every 2nd hour, why is there this weird depression or anxiety when haven’t talk to them for long, there may be a day I’ve lived without food, but none without friends. Everyone loves their friends of course they do, that’s the only reason they call each other 'friends', but did anyone ever thought of calling the person; who annoys you the most, or sum one who irritates u all the time, or someone whom you’re jealous from, or someone you don’t like; you’re best friend ???
Well that’s what makes me and my girls different from the rest. I love friends, yes I do and I say that we're perfect, not because we love each other or we care, but because we need no other. We fight, we curse, we hurt each other the most, there are misunderstandings and jealousy, there’s sometimes irritation and hatred, but we're still the best of friends, we’re not really good at keeping secrets and r never ready to apologize even when guilty, but we comfort and help, we support and appreciate, we know each other completely. In fact sometimes it’s really hard to deal with a situation just because we know what the real thing is while the other is trying to hide it. We understand when a friend is sad even if there’s the biggest smile on her face, we know there’s something wrong even if she tries hard to hide her tears, and anything we do together is fun. We're ready to die just for the smile of the other, selfishness is what we practice, insulting is what we never forget. Hitting is what we l0ve and fighting is our favourite job.
I can proudly say that all my friends were there in all my bad times (if not there would’ve been no bad day, that was all a gift from on to other…the bad days and the miserable time)
no one dares to hurt us so we take the pledge to do it ourselves but then every time a fight ends it leaves us loving each other more at the end of the day.

After reading this people would say that I’m obsessed with my girls, well I guess I am a little crazy about it. I AM! There is something that connects us, something that makes us feel for each other in the same way even after the worst arguments. There is a secret element which no other firm manufactures and makes us feel so relaxed and relieved when we’re together, no matter what the problem is, regardless of the time it arrives at, no matter how big the hurdle is, we always stand hand-in-hand ready to jump as highest as possible. There’s no problem in digging ourselves out of the deepest of depression! There’s no man on earth that can separate us, no one can make us apart, coz we're connected somehow.

Just wanted to say that I love all my friends from the core of my heart and I’m going to stay beside no matter what. You’re more than a need, you’re more than a want…u losers are my addiction!